Even Though I Say

Oh, how I try
To pick up what I leave behind
The trail of lies
That follows me all the time

I've known all along
The difference of right and wrong
The damage has been done
And I can't just rewind

But I can try and try and try
'Cause it makes me feel alive

And even though I say
"I'm sorry I'm this way"
And even though I've changed
People will stay the same
And even though I don't play
I've become fair game
And if you're looking at me like I'm the cause of your living hell
Take a look at yourself

Oh, how you cry
When I leave for the other side
Something makes me wanna go away
But I can't decide

You knew all along
The difference of right and wrong
This movie feels like it's too long
But you can't just rewind

But you can try and try and try
If it makes you feel alive

And even though I say
"I'm sorry I'm this way"
And even though I've changed
People will stay the same
And even though I don't play
I've become fair game
And now you're looking at me like I'm the cause of your living hell
Just take a look at yourself

You make me feel like I'm so small
I keep sinking in this hole
I'm getting closer to the edge
One more step and watch me fall
You said so much I believed it all

You can lie and lie and lie
If it makes you feel alive

And even though I say
"I'm sorry I'm this way"
And even though I've changed
People will stay the same
And even though I don't play
I've become fair game
And if you're looking at me like I'm the cause of your living hell
Take a look at
Just take a look at
Take a look at yourself