HIDIN'

I'm hiding, I'm hiding
Going back to hiding, I don't feel alive
Cause ever since you left me, you been always on my mind
(you were always on my mind)

Going back to hiding, I don't feel alive
Cause ever since you left me, you been always on my mind
It feels like I'm in a cage
And the fear offstage
I don't want it, I can't do it
Anxiety has taken the control again
I'm back to feeling alone again
Got me thinking I don't wanna take an overdose again
Got me thinking I lost all my hope again
Make it rain
Wonder will I ever feel home again

Going back to feeling bad
Regretting all the things I did
Back to being mad
Mad that you ain't over him
I ain't even sad
Cause I don't wanna feel so real
Lowkey kinda glad
Guess you didn't even care about me

I'm hiding cause love, I don't want it
You still try and condone it
Girls, be honest, I saw it
You fucked him like twice and I know it
Just got it back, finna blow it
Just like you did, bitch, you owe me
I think that it's time to show me
I think you should tell me you love me

I hide from the pain
I hide from the fame
I don't wanna die, but I'm feeling insane
I just try, I just try
But I'm stuck in the rain
Yeah, I'm stuck in the rain

Going back to hiding, I don't feel alive
Cause ever since you left me, you been always on my mind
It feels like I'm in a cage
And the fear offstage
I don't want it, I can't do it
Anxiety has taken the control again
I'm back to feeling alone again
Got me thinking I don't wanna take an overdose again
Got me thinking I lost all my hope again
Make it rain
Wonder will I ever feel home again

Going back to feeling bad
Regretting all the things I did
Back to being mad
Mad that you ain't over him
I ain't even sad
Cause I don't wanna feel so real
Lowkey kinda glad
Guess you didn't even care about me

You stole my heart
You broke my heart
Wanna see the light
But I only see dark
I don't wanna fight
About what you broke apart
Girl, I'm sorry, but
I'm just making my art, yeah
Sometimes it feels like I can't help myself
That's what I tell myself

But I don't wanna talk about my past
But you ask
So I did it
But I don't feel it
Look across the youth and feel it
We Don't really feel shit
We fighting demons

Going back to hiding, I don't feel alive
Cause ever since you left me, you been always on my mind
It feels like I'm in a cage
And the fear offstage
I don't want it, I can't do it
Anxiety has taken the control again
I'm back to feeling alone again
Got me thinking I don't wanna take an overdose again
Got me thinking I lost all my hope again
Make it rain
Wonder will I ever feel home again



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