Holding On To Heartache

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holdin' onto heartache
You should be starin' at the sky
The birds just passin' by, love

The wind held us up, but
We knew that all would change
Creates the strangest feelin'
Just slowly waitin' for the end

I still have dreams about it
The moments as they came
The moments never shown to us
Because we faded into darkness

I could still hear a silence
I could still hear a clock that's tickin'

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holdin' onto heartache
You should be starin' at the sky
The birds just passin' by, love
Holdin' on to heartache

The nights, they change in seasons
Become the strangest days
I called you twice, but then regretted it
And changed my number

The questions that I'd ask you
Where did it all go wrong?
There's endless versions of the thing
That keeps me driftin' back to darkness

I could still hear your silence
I could still hear a clock that's tickin'

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holdin' onto heartache
You should be starin' at the sky
The birds just passin' by, love

You know the party's over
When you're standin' in an empty space alone
And time can always heal you
If you let it make its way into your bones

Nothing's ever easy
To be honest, I'm not easy on myself
The second that I see you
The space between us just comes floodin' back

You said I'm holdin' onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
It's gonna drag me down
I'm holdin' onto heartache
You should be starin' at the sky
The birds just passin' by, love