Manic

Panic, depression got me stressin'
Been up all night tryna make a song
And give you what you want
Sad, Costy, that's what you want?
Cause lately I've been worse
Tryna find out why I'm so cursed
I can't find out what does hurt

But I know it really cuts me inside
For a long time I've been hiding
It's the alcohol, the problems
So the fearing I'm alone

So alone baby, Am I gon stay alone?
Cause I've been so lonely, baby I'm I the only?

But it's my manic depression
(It's just my manic depression)
It's just my manic depression
(It's just my manic depression)
I'm just so stuck in my emotions
(I've been to stuck in my emotions)
And we keep moving in motion
(we keep moving in)

I'm just running away from my life now (running away)
I've been wasting my days and my time now (keep running away)
And I'm still being chased from my mind now (still being chased)
And my sorrows keep digging my grave now

I keep on pushing myself to the edge
I'm scared now, but would you be there for me
If you really cared now
I don't really give a f*ck about what you're thinking

Bitch I'm sinking, keep on drowning in my feelings
Was hooked onto a demon
I don't know why this is leading
This is the chapter you ain't reading

Even if you don't believe it
I will try to make you see it
Now I tell you that I messed up
I got something to confess now

I'm confused, I don't feel well now
Girl it's not your fault cause

It's my manic depression
(It's just my manic depression)
It's just my manic depression
(It's just my manic depression)
I'm just so stuck in my emotions
(I've been to stuck in my emotions)
And we keep moving in motion
(we keep moving in)

I'm just running away from my life now (running away)
I've been wasting my days and my time now (keep running away)
And I'm still being chased from my mind now (still being chased)
And my sorrows keep digging my grave now