Sonder

Lotto after lotto
Building up the bills
Bottle after bottle guess I'm illest of the ill
Dream chasin' fam tweakin'
Really what's the deal?
Thought I'd dip to la-la and just start flipping mils?
Haha. Please.
Tossed up life to the breeze
Thought if I believed it
I couldn't fail
Check my steeze
This sh*tty situation that it got to be
Thought that I could hack it
This is how it all got to me
I ain't answer calls
I put up a wall
Left my girl behind and I can't forgive my soul
Now when I say I got it
I think what isn't mine
Remember that I had it
And left it all behind
That's a...
That's a tough pill to swallow
Gusto throwing down that's a tough act to follow
Last on the bill
Cashed on his own
If I ever make it home
Swear to God it's a steal
For real
The greatest thing I ever taught em
Wasn't the world or it's problems
This one here is
How not to hit rock bottom
How not to hit rock bottom
How not to hit rock bottom
How not to hit rock bottom
You wanna know
How to avoid rock bottom?
Never step aboard the wrong bus
Take it from my boy Bob
One minute you're in Glove World
The next you're searching for a hand
To float you to the top
We never stop
We give it all until we drop
Feeding off the bottom
Hungry for the top
All of us got talent
Only some us getting paid
The egos toast amongst themselves
The rest us f*ckin rage
Said I couldn't do it
My reason to pursue it
Got inside my head
I sacrificed my life to prove it
Was it worth it looking back?
The life I really wanted was the one I had
That's a
That's a nightmare in the making
Remember what you have before you're me
Trying to breathe
24 hour fiend for dopamine
I'm blacked out coping and choking
Broke in the city of broken dreams