At My Best (feat. Hailee Steinfeld)

Turn my vocals up, alright

I wrote this song as a message for help
On behalf of anybody finding they self
I wrote this letter to numb your pain
'Cause everyday I wake up, I'm feelin' the same
I got issues just like you got issues
I've been hurt, I seen the scar tissue
If I showed you, would you run away?
Do I gotta hide 'em for you to wanna stay?
Do I, even need you, should I leave you?
Do I, gotta be you, just to please you?
Do I, say I'm all good, when I bleed you
Through my heart? Quit tearing mine apart

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes
But if you can't take me at my worst
You don't deserve me at my best

Gotta keep it goin', gotta keep my head up, uh
Gotta keep it goin', gotta keep my head up, uh
I gotta keep it goin', gotta keep my head up
'Cause life is about
Aight, check this out, look

Life is about makin' mistakes
It's also about tryin' to be great
Do not let failure scare you away
I know you fed up, you fall, get up
It's all in us, I can speak about it, 'cause I did it, true
Ladies and gentlemen, here's the exhibit
It's my life, look a little closer, you could see the highlights

Gold ain't always golden, but I told 'em
Look at all the years I've been waiting for a moment
Shed a lot of tears just to smile in the morning
Tell me could you love me, tell me could you love me?
Tell me could you love me if I told you?

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes
But if you can't take me at my worst
You don't deserve me at my best

This song's for anybody, yeah
Who feels like I did
Never the cool kid
This song's for anybody
Who fought they way through
Always remain true
This song's for anybody
The ones who trying to get it
The ones who dreaming and live it
This song's for anybody
This song, this song, this song, this song, this song, this song

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared (I swear, I do)
I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes (and I ain't sorry about it)
But if you can't take me at my worst
You don't deserve me at my best

Gotta keep it goin', gotta keep my head up, uh
Gotta keep it goin', gotta keep my head up, uh
I gotta keep it goin', gotta keep my head up
'Cause life is about...