Goodbye

I'm so much more than I was before
I'm so much more than I was before
I'm so much more than I was before, before
In her eyes, I can't see the skies
Just the murky waters of no real father
To a daughter dancing with the hoes, hoes, hoes, hoes, they got her
Turned her panties turn to water
Falling and I caught her
I can't read minds, only travel through time
In the next line of this prophetic rhyme
It was over the start, falling apart
She was attracted to my suicidal thoughts
She helped me get the treatment and then they stopped
But, I guess that's when the love was lost
Like the better I got the more feelings lost
Like you got caught cause I constantly fought
As if my shot was my psyche being shot
You were attracted to me being lost, you were caught in the same locked paradox
In her eyes, I can't see the skies
Just the murky waters of no real father
To a daughter dancing with the hoes, hoes, hoes, hoes, they got her
It was over from the start, you kept trying to tear it apart
Bet my heart and your eyes dart
To my deception, to my inner election
All that turmoil had my blood boil
I-I-I-I perfected you sexually, mentally, got you actin' all independently
Why'd you have to leave it the way it be
I-I-I miss the French girly, my bestie
I miss - miss the poetry, she had to flee
Now, I'm better than you ever thought I could be
And I ain't asking you to be a visionary, just believe in me
In her eyes, I can't see the skies
Just the murky waters of no real father
To a daughter dancing with the hoes, hoes, hoes, hoes they got her
Hoes, Hoes, Hoes