Die Alone

What a sad life I live
Can't trust anyone but my own heart tells me
It's just a sad life I live
Cant rely on anyone but my own heart tells me
What a sad life I live

Threw away my happiness for ambitions
Ain't no love for me, sorry but it's hindering
Sad to say my book is based on heartbreak and depression
Please just burn the pages, I just sacrifice my feelings

Made me know that you just want me for your happiness alone
Made me know that this connection that we have a stepping stone
You let me know that if I shoot for stars, you'll never be my home
Sorry but I see my future and without you ima soar

Please don't hold me back, (Why) I don't need you anymore
These woman they resent me, even though they let me explore
Deleting all these pictures, weighing heavy on my mental
I can't see her posts no more, no longer on her mental
She ain't tryna fuck, she moving like she on her menstrual

She said I can't love her, not like how I did before
Hope she finds what's she's craving, it ain't Onique anymore
Please don't wait up for me, (why) I need time to find the cure
Duty calls so my attention isn't staying only yours

She used to be stuck to me, she was the one for me
Things started to complicate, couldn't rush with it
Shawty couldnt fuck with it, ain't have no trust in it
Had to level up I guess, too sad to sing the rest

But I don't give a fuck, I'd rather die alone
I'd rather die alone, I'd rather build alone
I don't give a fuck, I'd still text your phone
Still text your phone, when I'm feeling all alone
But I don't give a fuck, I'd rather die alone
I'd rather die alone, I'd rather die alone

I go dumb and I still win a race
Like M5 yea I'm speeding to race
But I'm feeling so stuck in one place
Live or die what you making your fate

Tell lil mama I'm sliding today
I feel one with my odds for today
Hope this blunt that I puff isn't laced
Am I destined for death or for great

Used to give a fuck but nowadays, I'd rather die alone
Don't wanna be saved, I'm walk this lonely road all on my own
Too stuck in my ways, don't hit me up, don't even call my phone
Used to give a fuck but nowadays, I'd rather die all alone