Weird Feelin'

When I smoke I don't feel so alone
Man I feel so alone like, I'm here on my own
So when I smoke I don't feel so alone
When I smoke I don't feel so alone
Man I feel so alone like, I'm here on my own

Swear everything I do can't be the reason why
Image living life when you just wanna die
N watch how all the ones around just sit and cry
Then sit back n pretend like they did not know why
I told em I been Feeling way too weird I swear for me be
Just too many people tryin to see me
But Neva wanna see or know the real me

So I'm out here like all this weed I smoke I love to just be high
Cuz all the other times I feel tears in my eyes
Like how the ones who love you always tell you lies
Y every time I love it turns into despise
The talking Neva helps
Life's beating me I know you see the whelps
I'm a great swimmer just like I'm Micheal Phelps
But I'm drowning inside I can't keep all these thoughts n feeling locked up inside
N the devils using people tryin to take me for rides
N I see it coming maybe I just like to feel the high

Cuz When I smoke I don't feel so alone
Man I feel so alone like, I'm here on my own

Seems like smoking dats what gets me by
Then comments always coming like he's always high
Like I'm suppose to be happy living a lie

I told em I been Feeling way too weird I swear for me be
Just too many people tryin to see me
But Neva wanna see or know the real me

I was blown how you played me when you said you would save me
Then o saw first hand wit my own eyes you couldn't save ya self
But it still was crazy all the hope dat you gave me
Made me boss up n save myself
Man still blown wit life n a way I'm feeling right another way ain't feeling right
N I know dat y'all can't
feeling crazy all the time n I'm always on just thinking I played myself

So When I smoke I don't feel so alone
Man I feel so alone like, I'm here on my own
So when I smoke I don't feel so alone
When I smoke I don't feel so alone
Man I feel so alone like, I'm here on my own