Lie to Yourself

Yeah, I thought you were telling the truth
And I thought that you wanted it too
You said, everything would be fine
Then you started stepping way over the line
How come you didn't tell me things
The outcome didn't mean anything
You stressed me out way more than you know
But still, I let you stay in my home

Shared a bed, and then slept in his
Didn't need any evidence
To know what you did
Now we're over with
I'm not over you
But it's cool I guess

I guess I'm a mess
No, I'm not
Blaming me for your outta pocket actions
And I don't like that
Say you wanna talk but you never type back

You lie to yourself
And you say you wanted everything
Then you look for someone else
And they fail to be your anything
Every night you tell yourself
That you swear you wanted everything
Then you look for someone else
And they fail to be your anything

Be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything
They fail to be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything
They fail to be your anything

Everything seems like a blur
Everything feels like a curse
My inner self in a hearse
I might have to tell you it hurts
I fight with my mind in the dirt
Your mind's in a purse
Your bag isn't worth that much
Your tag isn't real, just hush
You brag when you tell them stuff about me
But you never made me feel good, that's dumb

Wait
I don't wanna let you go
I know that we might be on our own
But the fire at my place been burning
Heart's been turning
We could curl up in the cold
Say
Everything that's on your mind
Tell me about that other guy
Who caught your heart when I left town
I keep fishing for love but I'm let down

It sucks
I gotta let you go
Half of my heart's been turned to stone
But with the moon in the sky and the stars in your eyes
I'ma say everything that's on my mind
I feel a lot of things still for you
I know we're too scared to see them through
My head's too high and my heart's so blue
'Cause I know what you said just wasn't true

You lie to yourself
And you say you wanted everything
Then you look for someone else
And they fail to be your anything
Every night you tell yourself
That you swear you wanted everything
Then you look for someone else
And they fail to be your anything

Be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything
They fail to be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything
They fail to be your anything

Be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything
Be your anything