Father Forgive 'Em

When I was broke I had ambition
Never gave up on myself cause I knew that i was gifted
Taking drugs for the pain lotta bullshit in my system
Say a prayer up to god as I'm rappin to the rhythm
My family goin broke got my mind on a mission
Fuck a bitch who broke my heart, Ima show her what she missin
So much goin thru my head its hard to keep it all encrypted
I would try to explain but im the only one who gets it
When I was a kid I had the weed to keep me lifted
There wasnt many worries with the blessings I was given
But when my father left it faced me with a new decision
Grow up and be a man or stay the same from the beginning
Now I'm winning
Growin up I always wanted rich and fame
Then one day I realized I cant do this shit the same
Had to switch up on my old self
Had to fight the pain
Childhood aint have no street lights cause at night it rains
But I still stay up after dark rollin weed and lightin flames
Backwoods and the liquor thats the icing on the cake
Staring out the rear view tell em check my license plate
Get my thoughts all collected then hop on the mic and say

Father forgive em cause they know not what they do
I know its for a reason so I put my trust in you
But all this shit in my life got my heart cold
I shoulda known it'd be like this from the start though

Father forgive em cause they know not what they do
I know its for a reason so I put my trust in you
But all this shit in my life got my heart cold
I shoulda known it'd be like this from the start though