Therapist - Millions Remix

Bless Up

Yesterday I went to see my therapist
Sat down on the couch he said tell me what's on your mind

I've been thinking lately, reminiscing lately
Thinking about my life, and about this misery
That I've been feeling every single day of the week

I've been losing sleep over the constant pressure on me
It's to the point where, I would do anything to live in peace
Cause I rather die fighting then die begging on my knees

What's making you feel like this? When did this start?
It started around winter, every single day it's been a struggle

I never wanted trouble, but it seems trouble always finds me
I solve a problem, and wake up with another, what's wrong with me?

Care to elaborate?
Well, here's one example

Do you remember I've said I wanted to be famous?
My face on every magazine, and on everyone's playlist?

Of Course, you mentioned this before?
I want this to work more then anything, do you think I'm dreaming
When I say that I wanna be the one that people aspire to be

The one that everyone talks about, the one that everyone's proud of

Is this fantasy to you, do you think that my entire career is in my head
Do you think I'm mad, am I insane, am I getting lost in the thoughts in my brain
I can't take this anymore doctor, how do I forget this pain

Pain can take time to heal, pain dies scars heal
But doc that's the way I feel

I told my whole family I'll be somebody, but I'm a nobody
I promised my friends I'll see them again but they're dead

All I've got is working hard, and writing verses to these songs
As long as that's my purpose, I promise I'll never do it wrong

Do you cry a lot?
Too much, but the fam we'll never see it

I just hide in the corner like the shy kid at school
Nobody ever needs to be see me like that ever

A lotta people told me never, you can never do this
At one point I believed that, time went past in a blink

Doctor I just wanna tell you one thing I know you'll be happy with
That I'm telling my story so that one day I can give her the world

She's the one that keeps me going, and gives me the motivation
To be the better writer I had the potential to be reaching

Body abuse and long nights, no ammo long fights
But I'll never give up, never

I'm proud of you for coming clean
I feel a lot better now, since I've talk to you about it

If you need to talk to me again give me a shout
Before you go, I wanted to ask how's your love life

It's going well doc, but I know where I can find you
If theres anything I need to talk about with you

I'll be sure to hit your phone

I promise

I promise