PERSISTENCE OF A BROKEN HEART

When I told you that I hate you yeah I really fuckin meant it
Because when I was with you I spent every fuckin minute
Listening to all these words that you just stay twisting
I thought I loved you but it's really the attention
Everything that I did and it's still not enough
We screaming at each other in a place with no love
Your such a fuckin bitch I said it more than once
Now I gotta search for something that'll make me just numb

Recently it feel like I been closer to my destiny
I rest in peace if I cannot cut you off like vasectomy
The heavenly won't ever be in grasp if I keep enemies
Such as myself so damn close to my extremities
Mentally, the weight upon my shoulders sits so heavily
Especially when family troubles surround me so recklessly
It really is a recipe for disaster and or end of me
But remedies can only suppress the feeling temporarily

When I told you that I hate you yeah I really fuckin meant it
Because when I was with you I spent every fuckin minute
Listening to all these words that you just stay twisting
I thought I loved you but it's really the attention
Everything that I did and it's still not enough
We screaming at each other in a place with no love
Your such a fuckin bitch I said it more than once
Now I gotta search for something that'll make me just numb

What am I to do, when I become my own damn enemy
My future filled with felonies
Role model got dependencies
But honestly I got to be
The number one damn prodigy
For me to spit like this so casually I got me bodying
Every single beat I hop on with no damn apology
Im possibly the only on earth that spits so godly
But honestly I'm probably the only one that's constantly
Giving up so much but I take less than my earned quantity
But still no matter what I think I'll end up on top
I gotta lotta shit inside my brain, don't mean it gon stop
I gotta keep an eye on the time think I need me a watch
Gotta killer in my pocket and I don't think he see god
But none the fuckin less
I gotta gun right at my chest
It look like you be on a quest
Wit the way u be digging
But none the fuckin less
I gotta gun right at my chest
It look like you be on a quest
Wit the way u be digging

When I told you that I hate you yeah I really fuckin meant it
Because when I was with you I spent every fuckin minute
Listening to all these words that you just stay twisting
I thought I loved you but it's really the attention
Everything that I did and it's still not enough
We screaming at each other in a place with no love
Your such a fuckin bitch I said it more than once
Now I gotta search for something that'll make me just numb
When I told you that I hate you yeah I really fuckin meant it
Because when I was with you I spent every fuckin minute
Listening to all these words that you just stay twisting
I thought I loved you but it's really the attention
Everything that I did and it's still not enough
We screaming at each other in a place with no love
Your such a fuckin bitch I said it more than once
Now I gotta search for something that'll make me just numb



Credits
Writer(s): Jaden Michael Hone, Nate Jasper Wright
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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