End of My World

Talking to air 'cause I'm bored
Speaking to lent and books on the floor
Hoping that nobody hears
No one but me and my bedroom mirror

I know my door isn't thin
If you were to ask how would I begin
To tell you what's going through me
Flowing currents electricity

Whiskey and beer all night
Mixing my liquor to get in a fight
Trying on personas new
Last time we spoke who was talking to you

And Kerouac died from the booze
Trying to be characters that he accrued
And wonder if I am the same
Drunk smoking cigars on a TV stage

It's the end of my world
It's the end of my world
It's the end of my world
It's the end of my world

Can you hear me Ed
I was arrested two weeks ago
And the arresting policeman said I'm arresting you for decay

My plants are starting to die
Turning brown and rotten inside
Their roots are twisted in pain
I feel in my mind, know it in my brain

That I can't save them if I try
I've lost friends and those ones have died
Nothing can make me feel good
Maybe I'll just keep being misunderstood

It's the end of my world
It's the end of my world
It's the end of my world
It's the end of my world

You look good, your smile is fine
And you've wasted your money on cheap kinds of wine
That you use to impress all the people you see
Trying to be cool, trying to be something

And your affirmations, "they work," that's what you think
And your zodiac sign has got you over the sink
You're puking and holding on for dear life
I know this, I've felt this, I've gone through this fight

Driving eighty through the side streets
To hit a tree or a child
That uncanny scary feeling
Seeing your reflection, catching a smile

It's the end of my world
It's the end of my world
It's the end of my world
It's the end of my world
My world, my world is gone