Can't Wait (Alternate Version)

I can't wait
Wait for you to change your mind
I can't wait
Waitin' just making me go blind

Did you ever lay awake at night
Your face turned to the wall
Drowning in your thoughtlessness
And cut off from it all

I don't know
Baby for you it's not that late
But as for me
Don't know how much longer I can wait

It's got to end
Everything about it just feels wrong
I pretend
Being close to her is where I don't belong

Well my back is to the sun
Because the light is too intense
I can see what everybody
In the world is up against

I'll stay here
Where I can feel the hand of fate
And I don't know
How much longer I can wait

Skies are gray
Life is short and I think of her a lot
I can't say
If I want the pain to end or not

Well, the blindness overtaking me
Is beating like a drum
I don't where it starts
Or where it's coming from

That's how it is
When I try to concentrate
And I don't know
How much longer I can wait

I've been drinkin'
Drinkin' forbidden juices
I've been livin'
Livin' on lame excuses

My hands are cold
The end of time has just begun
I'm getting old
Anything can happen now to anyone

I walk across the floor
Until I wear out my shoes
You think you've lost it all
There's always more to lose

I stay clear
She can keep my head on straight
And I don't know
How much longer I can wait