PAIN

Oh no, you never coming back now
Never coming, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

Pain in my heart, pain everywhere I go
Haunted by my past but I'm still on my own
Can't find the happiness in this motherfuckin' bottles

(yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

Pain in my heart, pain everywhere I go
Haunted by my past but I'm still on my own
Can't find the happiness in this motherfuckin' bottles
What you wanna know? What you wanna know?

They keep on tellin' me that I should go to therapy
All I'm askin' for is a happy family
I got a yell, seventeen and I'm livin' in hell
Tryna tell you I've changed but I still ain't doin' well

All the years you did miss, all the times I almost fell
I was on the fuckin' edge, shit ain't ringin' any bells?
Tryna call you every night, you don't answer cause you're dead
Thinkin' bout you every night, you'll never leave my head

Nah, it was so painful when you passed away
Wait, grandma, I just write my pain, I really tryna make my way
And I pray, I really wanna make you proud
Sittin' in the empty house with my wishes gettin' loud

That I can meet you, if it's like I need you
Every day they see me smilin', on the inside I bleed through
They say I look so empty, really that's just how I feel too
You think that you can save me but the pain is takin' me too

Oh, it's really tearin' me apart
Wanna destroy it, that shit's not in my heart
And I try to control it but it gets really dark
And I don't wanna be lonely, I'm afraid of the dark, yeah

Pain in my heart, pain everywhere I go
Haunted by my past but I'm still on my own
Can't find the happiness in these motherfuckin' bottles
What you wanna know? what you wanna know?

They keep on tellin' me that I should go to therapy
All I'm askin' for is a happy family
I gotta yell, seventeen and I'm livin' in hell
Tryna tell you I've changed but I still ain't doin' well

All the years you did miss, all the times I almost fell
I was on the fuckin' edge, she ain't ringin' any bells?
Tryna call you every night, you don't answer cause you're dead
Thinkin' bout you every night, you would never leave my head, nah

Pain in my heart, pain everywhere I go
Haunted by my past but I'm still on my own
Can't find the happiness in these motherfuckin' bottles

(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

Pain in my heart, pain everywhere I go
Haunted by my past but I'm still on my own
Can't find the happiness in these motherfuckin' bottles
What you wanna know? what you wanna know?



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