Bipolar

Holdin' back, I know I'm holdin' back
Thank you Ralph, thank you Ralph

When I'm sad I feel stuck in the darkness
But when I'm happy I feel stuck up in heaven
I'm so bipolar, cause all I feel is hurt
I'm so bipolar, cause I'm feelin' so happy

Gotta look at the bright side cause the dark's so sadly
And this song is coming cause I wrote it finally
And I got through the pain, yeah I did it for my family
And I wanna give the frame to my haters, but I'm sorry aye

Three days is different, one day I'm happy
Then it all switching till days get better
Sittin' home, I'm wishin' it feels like magic
When I'm gettin' dizzy
We ain't no snakes, we don't do no snitchin'
I met a lot of fakes and I swear they trippin'

Sit down, just listen, pain is like a prison
All this pain, I'll hit em
All these years, I'm bleedin
All these tears, I'm sharing

All these girls, I'm fearing
All these people, they're staring
I'm uncomfortable
I didn't know I was gonna be so blind and dumb

I didn't know I was gonna be so quiet and numb
And I was so afraid to post my album
You say that I should chill, but I'm all fine and calm
I don't like to talk about the person I was

I think I would be a better person with you
So why'd you left us?
Do you know what it feels to be happy and sad
For no goddamn reason
Do you know what it feels like when you love someone
Then you find out that your girls have been cheatin
All this pain in my fuckin' heart gon' turn me into a demon
I don't know where this is leadin'
This is the chapter you ain't readin'

And does he even exist, the Lord that I'm prayin' to
In these days, I ain't got no love
But I swear that I need it too

When I'm sad I feel stuck in the darkness
But when I'm happy I feel stuck up in heaven
I'm so bipolar, cause all I feel is hurt
I'm so bipolar, cause I'm feelin' so happy

Gotta look at the bright side cause the dark's so sadly
And this song is coming cause I wrote it finally
And I got through the pain, yeah I did it for my family
And I wanna give the frame to my haters, but I'm sorry aye

I just wanna see you happy, I just wanna see you smile
I don't wanna see you cry, yeah, I know it's my fault
I don't even wanna lie, yeah, my heart is so cold
I done see a person die, and she wasn't even old

And I don't really even want that to happen again
I don't care about the fame or no money, a chain
I just want y'all to know how I'm feelin' inside
Some people is gone, but they will always stay on my mind

When I'm sad I feel stuck in the darkness
But when I'm happy I feel stuck up in heaven
I'm so bipolar, cause all I feel is hurt
I'm so bipolar, cause I'm feelin' so happy

Gotta look at the bright side cause the dark's so sadly
And this song is coming cause I wrote it finally
And I got through the pain, yeah I did it for my family
And I wanna give the frame to my haters, but I'm sorry aye



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