Hard To Be Alone!

I'm sitting here alone again
I don't really have much friends
I'm walking around, thinking about my life
What should I even do?
What is important for my pride
Feels like everywhere I move
I got this dark thoughts

They don't want me to feel happy
They just want me to feel alone
My head's not straight
A life can be a lot to take
Got me through a lot but
My heart is never gonna break
If you doesn't make a change

Ay i've been lying i've been f*cking up
And that's why I fill my double cup
Why you had to die
You didn't even make it past 21
I got people all around me
But I still feel alone what's up with you
You don't even pick up your phone

If you ever think why do I live
Life's a blessing just take it or leave it
If I say i'm gonna be famous
Would you ever believe it
Said I would stop drinking
But I just keep on drinking
Said I won't die but I really cannot stop thinking I ain't gonna lie
But I just keep on sinking what
Would I do if i'd quit all this singing

Ay I don't like to look at myself in the mirror
I can feel the end is getting nearer
Said I wouldn't a hundred times
But I still miss her
And now you in the broken picture

I'm sitting here alone again
I don't really have much friends
I'm walking around, thinking about my life
What should I even do?
What is important for my pride
Feels like everywhere I move
I got this dark thoughts

They don't want me to feel happy
They just want me to feel alone
My head's not straight
A life can be a lot to take
Got me through a lot but
My heart is never gonna break
If you doesn't make a change

I just write about my life every song so real
You just wanna get on the road
Just hop up on the wheel
If i'm falling apart
Would you know how i'm feeling

If i'm failing with my music
Would you still be here?
Ay I finally facing all these demons
That I feared and I don't
Feel as much pain as last year
I just focus on my music my career
My goals on my dream

Every day is like a different day i'm happy
But i'm sad okay that's something
That I have to live with the life
That I have to deal with
Turn on the beat then i'ma kill it
Turning on the big speakers

Music where I find my place
Something that you can't replace
And I never leave a trace
I'm working on the case
Feel like i'm in a cage
Feel like i'm in a race
Go and take the dream then chase it
I know how it feels when your heart breaks
But i still make mistakes

I'm sitting here alone again
I don't really have much friends
I'm walking around, thinking about my life
What should I even do?
What is important for my pride
Feels like everywhere I move
I got this dark thoughts

They don't want me to feel happy
They just want me to feel alone
My head's not straight
A life can be a lot to take
Got me through a lot but
My heart is never gonna break
If you doesn't make a change



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